Genesis 4:1-8
Two brothers come before God. One is named Qayin (better known in English as “Cain”), and his name means “brought forth”, “created” or “acquired.” The other brother is Hevel (English “Abel”), whose name means “vapor” or “mist”. The symbolism of the names I’ll leave for you to muse over.
Qayin brings some of the fruit of the soil as an offering to God. It wasn’t commanded or required, he just did it.
Hevel brings his best: fat portions from the firstborn of his flock. God is pleased with Hevel. Qayin is angry and ignores God’s warning to do what is right and stop sin from gaining the upper hand over him.
In worshipping or praying to God it is easy to become envious of the favor we see given to others. It is harder (but necessary) to receive God’s discipline as an act of grace and love on his part as well. He wants your best, and until you give him your best you should learn from his warnings and discipline because those also are words of encouragement and love (see Hebrews 12:5-11 and ponder it a while).
Hevel gained God’s favor when he brought his best. Qayin did not lose God’s grace just because he didn’t give his best. In fact, God told him what to do and how to grow through this experience. Let God speak to you too through this time and teach you about what is best.